Mistake

after the interview, they tounched on so many sensitive questions... i tink i said something they jus cant comprehend...

"wat will u tell those who did not get into SYF?"
"mm.. tink the way that if they can really play, by not participating, it a way of helping the band.if u really love the band, u will feel that way, it's kinda helping the band.."

they gave mi a "WHA THe?" look, oh.. i knew it...

1. they dun really know wat LOVE the band means, becos jc band are jus 1and a half yrs of attachment. love... ha... too profound (yea.. i forgot this point anyway)
2. i'll be ok if i din go into syf... it jus... i SAID, if i cant contribute, supporting at the band is already a help... they jus.. ai...they will tink i'm lying.. that's it..
3.oh god, they jus dun noe how to turn the way a normal person will tink... maybe i'm too complicated.. but OH god, they dun understand... at good interest for band... u wont be like swearing and crying " HaR? i din go sYf? and ppl who get in,it is like smugging" oh... wat a simple, rigid and stupid tinking... jus dunno how to tink in a bigger picture..

utterly disappointed by the exco member and the teachers... disgusted.

i tried to put in simpler words.. nah... they dun comprehend...
ok, i go the traditional way, the words they WANT to listen.

"oh, tell them dun dwell over it, life is not smooth all the way, mus learn to let go... besides they can look forward to the genting competition.."

ha, they are satisfied.shld have said it at first... but i tot JC ppl are more mature... but... haiz.. no.. disappointment manz... jus feel the exco thing now look like a big JOKE...

boliao...

now, joel is looking at me saying... "As it is, going through preparations has revealed the ugly sides of various people, and I've chosen to ignore it because the stress is getting to everyone."

sigh.......