ah... jus stressed...
ppl uses this word so frequently.. i wonder they really know wa is mean by stress...
you start stucking in watever tutorials you are doing...
you are struggling to memorise watever 1000yrs old poems.. and your teacher calls to ask u re-do your PW
you are force to appear in some BBQ when u are in the mid of a mountain of homework...
you start to forget wat u have learn last week for your guitar piece...
you are plucking your hair to understand wat the heaps of words in the notes... they jus stare at you..
you freak out at the your test and compo results...
you realise your library books are overdue...
you realise you are eating too much... cos eating jus seems to relieve some tension..
you are horrified looking at the weighing scales...
you can really sleep at night.. all sorts of funny dreams keep repeating in your mind.. the next day.. did i sleep?
you jus wanna run away from the mountain of homework u tried to conquer...
you jus wanna go out of the house and camp in some kinda shopping centre...
you start to doubt abt coming to jc...
you realise your cca is fun but long... but u enjoy it... but fearing the less time u gonna face after your cca.
you finds all your tutors holding a sabre and smiling at u...
you try to go online and the msn cocks up.. telling u it not gonna work..
you start to understand the word.......... stress?
i seldom say the word stress if u notice... but i tink i'm using it recently.. u knoe?
haiz... i really dun wanna know the meaning of stress.... =
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Monday, May 23, 2005
Personality test
Your #1 Match: ISFJ |
| The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
Your #2 Match: ISFP |
| The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
Your #3 Match: ESFJ |
| The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. |
Your #4 Match: INFJ |
| The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. |
Your #5 Match: ESFP |
| The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Trombone Section
FUN, CRAPPY, HAPPENING, EXTREME MADNESS, wOAH
i tink this is wat i can say about the mjcsb trombone section. it all starts with the normal band practice, sectionals where they jus create some really creative and fun jokes.. sometime making joel going bonkers. then, comes the SYF, outside the hall, they could still make jokes out of the mutes, other bands, lame here and there... they on the journey to and fro, even more crappy jokes... even on jinhai and the fact of naoto is a japanese? weile and joseph can talk about using female perfumes..then the celebration for SYF, zhong ji mi ma... jinhai started losing this image.. benjamin quietly eat everything... photo taking.. photos photos photos.. hee but i like taking photos... then giving them the CUte flower book mark... jinhai and joseph offer to yong bao.. haha.. weile so satisfied getting the colour i tink is no-so-nice as it matches his socks?! then, taking really lunatic photos of idotics.. peanuts?!.. and all sorts of themes... screaming and laughing never stopped... then, come the last day of band practice... all of them look so crappy as usual but with tinge of saddness? they played a fanfare when i gave the election speech.. cheer like mad with i got in...calling mi HoneY everywhere they sees mi... weile giving me the 'wanna fight look'... then, they gave us each a mug.. character reflecting ourselves.. i got tigger.. cos i'm always so hyper and 'sunshine'? weile wrote that... haha.. joseph calling mi 'hu lu' with the china accent....naoto inmidating mi emptying myslide with that vigorous jerk... joel telling mi some 'very funny' jokes... suaning jinhai for his new bag which make him look so so much younger.. haha... i neVer mind making as many times of honey for them...Ooo.. it's simply so much to say.. they are so much in my life..
yea.. all trombone sections.. rOcKs
i tink this is wat i can say about the mjcsb trombone section. it all starts with the normal band practice, sectionals where they jus create some really creative and fun jokes.. sometime making joel going bonkers. then, comes the SYF, outside the hall, they could still make jokes out of the mutes, other bands, lame here and there... they on the journey to and fro, even more crappy jokes... even on jinhai and the fact of naoto is a japanese? weile and joseph can talk about using female perfumes..then the celebration for SYF, zhong ji mi ma... jinhai started losing this image.. benjamin quietly eat everything... photo taking.. photos photos photos.. hee but i like taking photos... then giving them the CUte flower book mark... jinhai and joseph offer to yong bao.. haha.. weile so satisfied getting the colour i tink is no-so-nice as it matches his socks?! then, taking really lunatic photos of idotics.. peanuts?!.. and all sorts of themes... screaming and laughing never stopped... then, come the last day of band practice... all of them look so crappy as usual but with tinge of saddness? they played a fanfare when i gave the election speech.. cheer like mad with i got in...calling mi HoneY everywhere they sees mi... weile giving me the 'wanna fight look'... then, they gave us each a mug.. character reflecting ourselves.. i got tigger.. cos i'm always so hyper and 'sunshine'? weile wrote that... haha.. joseph calling mi 'hu lu' with the china accent....naoto inmidating mi emptying myslide with that vigorous jerk... joel telling mi some 'very funny' jokes... suaning jinhai for his new bag which make him look so so much younger.. haha... i neVer mind making as many times of honey for them...Ooo.. it's simply so much to say.. they are so much in my life..
yea.. all trombone sections.. rOcKs
Thursday, May 05, 2005
SYF 2005
yup, MJ band got GOLD!
i was DaMn happy... i cried in front of jinhai, wah... he was so shock... kept asking " u ok notz?".. haha.. so cute... later went to cafe cartel with weile, jinhai joseph, benjamin, erina, hongwei, phliex, kai yan, joerom.. so fun.. eating togather with weile jinhai joseph and benjamin.. cos trombone talk mahz.. but, yar most of the time is joseph and weile crapping funny things... making the rest laugh like mad... we went to PS then after meal walked around the building.. fun again so much crap from the rest of us... weile most talkative... but really enjoyed their presence...
but later... i remembered joel, exco that issue.. i held my my tears... they will again tink.. i'm putting on a mask.. when naoto ask joel to let me be the band president.. he was so irritated and reluctant to say anything in my presence... yar.. sure is that issue.. i hate that.. but thank god he kept mum.. not telling the other seniors the stupid tinking of the ppl who interviewed me.. i jus lost all the interest in joining the exco.. Boliao...oh, so stupid, so idiotic... if thing splur out everywhere... i tink the other seniors will not even wanna talk to me...
disappointment in the exco... hey! but be the band presi? yuCks!
luckily, today jinhai joseph and weile seems really nice ppl..they ArE nice ppl.. and they drank the honey... thank god... especially joseph..haha...he really is another funny person...tinking of the section is so fun... is only when come to joel.. i'll remember the THinG.. and the coloured view joel has of me diagust mi...
shld i withdraw from the exco? it's so... haizzzz....
i was DaMn happy... i cried in front of jinhai, wah... he was so shock... kept asking " u ok notz?".. haha.. so cute... later went to cafe cartel with weile, jinhai joseph, benjamin, erina, hongwei, phliex, kai yan, joerom.. so fun.. eating togather with weile jinhai joseph and benjamin.. cos trombone talk mahz.. but, yar most of the time is joseph and weile crapping funny things... making the rest laugh like mad... we went to PS then after meal walked around the building.. fun again so much crap from the rest of us... weile most talkative... but really enjoyed their presence...
but later... i remembered joel, exco that issue.. i held my my tears... they will again tink.. i'm putting on a mask.. when naoto ask joel to let me be the band president.. he was so irritated and reluctant to say anything in my presence... yar.. sure is that issue.. i hate that.. but thank god he kept mum.. not telling the other seniors the stupid tinking of the ppl who interviewed me.. i jus lost all the interest in joining the exco.. Boliao...oh, so stupid, so idiotic... if thing splur out everywhere... i tink the other seniors will not even wanna talk to me...
disappointment in the exco... hey! but be the band presi? yuCks!
luckily, today jinhai joseph and weile seems really nice ppl..they ArE nice ppl.. and they drank the honey... thank god... especially joseph..haha...he really is another funny person...tinking of the section is so fun... is only when come to joel.. i'll remember the THinG.. and the coloured view joel has of me diagust mi...
shld i withdraw from the exco? it's so... haizzzz....
Mistake
after the interview, they tounched on so many sensitive questions... i tink i said something they jus cant comprehend...
"wat will u tell those who did not get into SYF?"
"mm.. tink the way that if they can really play, by not participating, it a way of helping the band.if u really love the band, u will feel that way, it's kinda helping the band.."
they gave mi a "WHA THe?" look, oh.. i knew it...
1. they dun really know wat LOVE the band means, becos jc band are jus 1and a half yrs of attachment. love... ha... too profound (yea.. i forgot this point anyway)
2. i'll be ok if i din go into syf... it jus... i SAID, if i cant contribute, supporting at the band is already a help... they jus.. ai...they will tink i'm lying.. that's it..
3.oh god, they jus dun noe how to turn the way a normal person will tink... maybe i'm too complicated.. but OH god, they dun understand... at good interest for band... u wont be like swearing and crying " HaR? i din go sYf? and ppl who get in,it is like smugging" oh... wat a simple, rigid and stupid tinking... jus dunno how to tink in a bigger picture..
utterly disappointed by the exco member and the teachers... disgusted.
i tried to put in simpler words.. nah... they dun comprehend...
ok, i go the traditional way, the words they WANT to listen.
"oh, tell them dun dwell over it, life is not smooth all the way, mus learn to let go... besides they can look forward to the genting competition.."
ha, they are satisfied.shld have said it at first... but i tot JC ppl are more mature... but... haiz.. no.. disappointment manz... jus feel the exco thing now look like a big JOKE...
boliao...
now, joel is looking at me saying... "As it is, going through preparations has revealed the ugly sides of various people, and I've chosen to ignore it because the stress is getting to everyone."
sigh.......
"wat will u tell those who did not get into SYF?"
"mm.. tink the way that if they can really play, by not participating, it a way of helping the band.if u really love the band, u will feel that way, it's kinda helping the band.."
they gave mi a "WHA THe?" look, oh.. i knew it...
1. they dun really know wat LOVE the band means, becos jc band are jus 1and a half yrs of attachment. love... ha... too profound (yea.. i forgot this point anyway)
2. i'll be ok if i din go into syf... it jus... i SAID, if i cant contribute, supporting at the band is already a help... they jus.. ai...they will tink i'm lying.. that's it..
3.oh god, they jus dun noe how to turn the way a normal person will tink... maybe i'm too complicated.. but OH god, they dun understand... at good interest for band... u wont be like swearing and crying " HaR? i din go sYf? and ppl who get in,it is like smugging" oh... wat a simple, rigid and stupid tinking... jus dunno how to tink in a bigger picture..
utterly disappointed by the exco member and the teachers... disgusted.
i tried to put in simpler words.. nah... they dun comprehend...
ok, i go the traditional way, the words they WANT to listen.
"oh, tell them dun dwell over it, life is not smooth all the way, mus learn to let go... besides they can look forward to the genting competition.."
ha, they are satisfied.shld have said it at first... but i tot JC ppl are more mature... but... haiz.. no.. disappointment manz... jus feel the exco thing now look like a big JOKE...
boliao...
now, joel is looking at me saying... "As it is, going through preparations has revealed the ugly sides of various people, and I've chosen to ignore it because the stress is getting to everyone."
sigh.......
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