Review

原来MAINTAIN 这网络日记不容易，但有时这么写写也蛮好的。。。感觉很自由，很平静。前几天发生了很多事。星期五至星期日有BAND CAMP，说享受也不至于，说糟也不糟。嗯，SO－SO吧？起初，看见很多SENIORS 都有来，多有住, 很高兴！但当我在第二天从guitar回来时，他们都不见了，是有点沮丧的。。。本想，好好地和section interact，但一一不见，也没被组在一起。很是遗憾。。。但似乎与joel比较好？可能没其他seniors了，他也只能和我，yuhan muiyi说话。。。第一天和group3一起玩游戏，有zhenghong,mengyang,weekiat 还有一些J1。他们都很好笑，很好相处。第二晚，我和erina 都没早睡。erina和yixin通电话，我却和zhenghong, wangquan,kangzhuang,joerom，玩卡。zhenghong 很用心地教我bridge,后来又玩很多游戏如，mosquito。。很好玩，玩到凌晨2。30。好利害！哈哈

erina在第一晚，在睡觉时，悄悄地流泪，因为她和weejuay起争执。有时我想，这种关系不会很累吗？这中无常，我有时蛮向往，可是看见erina时，我却害怕。

committee设计的dial M for murderer更是赞！好真实，好有趣！

星期六，你说了句话，顿时我的血液凝固，心跳静止。

“啊！我们情侣装！都是蓝色的”

我好笨不会再乱哈啦一下，延长对话。我却转移了话题，说什么

“是喽，你看我穿拖鞋，还在camp。。”

笨笨笨笨笨笨笨！

唉。。。

Personality Test

G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know
it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
with your demons.

Time

why am i always feeling i'm short of time? i wanna write write about you, write about so many ppl.. write.. i also wanna read.. so many books i wanna read...i jus want to spend a good whole few days to read and write.. and my guitar is like.. i cant play as expressively as before... really.... i'm losing something.. i'm also losing the energy to go on for you... i dunno... but things still have that little fire burning..also i want time.. i want more time..

haiz... i'm feeling really lousy.. lousy... i wanna read something.. i wanna cry... release that weird feeling.. regain my ownself... i hope thing will be alright...

let mi rest...